Feeling like a dead fish waiting to be slaughtered

This was my Facebook status for a while, before they automatically deleted it for me after 2 weeks i think

This is how I felt, the negative side of me

The positive side of me say, well, at least I should try damage control, try to avoid bad things that I expect to happen.

Hmm... who is right? I don't know, but I can tell that the positive side is losing the battle, even within my own faith. The scene settings are totally unfavourable to me. I guess I still have to try, even if I know, chances are, I'll lose, damage control is meaningless.

Let's hope for the best, have a little faith in tha nature of human (oops, I don't know how to do this? Not them, others maybe) I just hope I have enough wisdom to at least not lose too badly in this battle